Somehow, I have managed to gain 7 pounds since Saturday. 7 pounds in 6 days. I thought maybe my doctor's scale was just different from mine, but when I stepped on my scale to confirm, I was saddened by the realization that I am not doing as much as I should be doing. After seeing it I asked my daughter if she wanted to go for a walk and she politely tells me no, that she went without me while I was gone. Great support system there.

The rest of my doctor's visit was great. I mean, apart from the whole laying on you back while he violates you thing. Lol My cholesterol is great, it's been over a year since I've smoked which made him happy, I'm eating healthier and working out more, my iron is good, and I don't have a cold or infection, just allergies. He was pleased and I am too.

My daughter had been accepted into middle college with the condition that she places into college level classes on the Accuplacer test. She didn't pass any of the 5 areas you have to pass. So now, if she doesn't get her butt in gear and study hard all weekend so she can try again on Monday, she will be stuck at her same ghetto high school she goes to this year. I can't do the studying for her. If she wants this, she has to put forth the effort.

I'm going hiking tomorrow with my ex boyfriend and two of our dogs. He keeps telling me that he's changed. This will be a good test. Will he come prepared with water for him and the dog as well as a light snack or will he still expect me to do everything. Will he start to whine about how far it is, how much longer, or his joints hurting or will he man up and just do it? We will find out tomorrow.

Valentine's Day came and went. It sucks when you're alone. It sucks more when others gush about how great their loved one is and what he/she did for them. I don't care about the holiday itself, I just want to find someone of my own. I rarely go on the internet dating sites anymore. If I am meant to be with someone, it will happen. I just need to learn to be patient. For now, I'm a little on the depressed side.