It seems like so much has happened recently that I’ve barely had time to think straight. The last week has been a roller coaster of emotions but it looks like the ride is coming to an end. I tend to be one of those people that let my emotions get the best of me for a short time and then after I’ve vented enough, I move on. I don’t keep everything inside, but I also don’t hold onto things forever. I may remember them, but I don’t allow those things to eat away at me.
The week started off with me thinking that I could lose my job. I work hard and I take pride in my work, but when I make a mistake, I beat myself up far worse than anyone else ever could. I made a few mistakes over the last year and they came to light this week. If the mistakes had been caught when I made them, it would have been huge. $10,000 fines just to start with. As the mistakes were made in the past and not caught until much later, I now just have a plan of action to keep these things from happening again. I went to my boss and discussed the situation. He wasn’t upset at all and told me to quit stressing. That makes me feel better!
I have a friend that lives in Wilmington that I am attracted to. I never pursued it because he lives so far away but that doesn’t change the way I feel. This girl we both know was also attracted to him. She is loud and domineering, everything he says he hates in a woman. So a couple of months ago she tells him that she likes him and miraculously, he decides that he likes her too. He has a bad habit of being attracted to whoever is paying attention to him at the time. His divorce from his first wife was finalized in January. He had the new girlfriend move across the state to be with him in that same month after only 4 months of dating and they are going to marry in May. Maybe I’m crazy, but that seems way fast. If your first marriage didn’t last you’d think you’d take a little more time with the second one, but what do I know? My feelings are a little hurt and I think they are insane but I will not rain on their parade.
I was supposed to go to Greensboro to go bowling with my besty and his girlfriend but a huge bill came up that temporarily crippled my funds. It ended up being a good thing though since I got roped into working this weekend. I’m not complaining about that because the extra $300+ after tax will be very nice!
My daughter has been beefing with a girl that lives down the street from us. The girl thinks that her boyfriend broke up with her over my daughter. So on Friday, the girl has her friends call my daughter and tell her to come down to the other girl’s house. When my daughter arrives there are about 20 people waiting for her. Four girls ended up jumping on her. They pounded her pretty hard leaving her face swollen, black and blue. I was ready to go kill some kids for the first couple of
days. I am not a violent person, but I think those kids deserve a beat down!
I met a guy online who seems to be promising so far. We are going to meet tomorrow night. Keeping my fingers crossed!
Finally, I met my weight loss goal again this month. Yeah me!
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